July 29, 9:22 PM – Emotionally Exhausted
We left the dining area and it was still sunny out. My eyes were puffy but I forgot my sunglasses in my room. We had a debriefing session at 9:30 so there wasn’t enough time to reflect. Hilary sat with me and asked me a lot of probing questions. I told her what was going through my mind and she said that it was very powerful from her vantage point. I thanked her for letting me purge and lit a smoke. I had exhausted all my emotional energy tonight. I’m going to spend the rest of my night doing things that will make me laugh. And maybe sneak in a midnight snack at some point. Word has it there is leftover tangerine and tomato soup from the night before.
I will need energy to eliminate world poverty.